[Forty-eight extra holes...and a pint of blood missing...THIS is why I hate the hospital]

Well...first off...I got up at five thirty this morning. All hail Spongebob Squarepants alarm clocks! *kills it* I had to take a bath and then go to Bible Study at...Burger King. o.O;; There were ten of us, not including Lynette and Kelly's mom. Mostly Freshman, but one eighth grader and two seventh. One Sophomore as well...but really...it was mostly Confirmation kids. :P 'Cuz we rule!

Okay...I got really hyper after that, which is good, since I had allergy testing. Blah. I'll not go into detail, just read the entry name, please.

Then...we talked about the war in French. I realized something during that discussion that I would be better off NOT realizing. I mean, it's just a hunch, but it's givin' me a raw feelin' in my gut. I think I know why I've felt nervous for the last few months. This is it. It's growing, and something's gonna happen. Aargh! And us as the bad guys. Geez! The world pretty much hates our leader, he's a dumbass. And you seem to notice that...no, I won't say it. For all I know, the gov't is watching this. (God help us if they are..then they don't have friggin' lives!) Email me if you wanna know exactly how I feel about one little aspect of this war.

Okay...then...when I was walking home, I asked Scott if I could get a ride w/ his mom and him, but he said no, because she wasn't giving rides. Grr...he walked home. And due to my headache, my muscles went stiff. He got AHEAD of me somehow, with Matt, and they kept waiting for me to catch up, then running off. That just...made me notice something. Over the two years that Alesia's been in Rhode Island, the six of us have moved apart. But not from Alesia, from eachother. It used to be the six of us (with random add-ons): Alesia, April, Chelsea, Amber, Scott, and me. Now everyone's still friends w/ Alesia, but back here...well...Scott and Chelsea are still friends, but that's 'cuz they're going out. When they break up? They'll hate each other, like before. April's always with her own friends, Amber's with hers, and I'm with mine! We're not even really a GROUP anymore. And that kinda makes me sad. I mean, when we're out of school, we're close as can be, but during school, we keep to our own groups. And that's just...not fun.

Okay...now that I've ranted...I feel MUCH better. Geez, blogs are HELPFUL, no da! Anyway...I'm glad I do have friends I feel really close to! All you OL guys! *hugs* And all my RL guys! *hugs* I've realized...only my true friends (the ones that know the real me) have this Blog addy...^^ That makes me...feel really good, y'know? Okay, I'll stop bein' mushy now...we know y'all wanna go read somethin' else...><;; Later!

~Ann Lowe

Quote of the Day: "If you only love me for an instant, I'll love that instant for eternity." Oh gosh...that was just in my head for a story quote...it's not from anything, and if it is...I didn't know about it, but you can point it out!

[ OMG i'm so BORED!!!]

you people have no idea how bored i am. since me computer shuts down every time i get on msn, i'm not getting on it. which means i have no one to talk to. which means i'm bored out of me freakin' skull. i'd even be willing to do my homework. but there's one problem with that. i don't have any. and i have to go to the yarou's tonight, which sucks. what the hell am i supposed to do for three and a half friggin' hours?! but on the bright side, i got two new reviews for my story. now i'm at like twenty almost, which is REALLY cool. more and more people read it every day. in the past week i've enticed five more people to read it! YAY! and they all want me to write more! AH-HA! me evil doings have prevailed! oh shit i gotta go. he's here.

later
k-g punkrgrrl out

[Merp...o.O;;]

AARGH! *starts laughing* Now I truly must pity poor Mandi...yipe. Anyway...we did nothing today. Mum hated her hair, so we aren't going anywhere...I get to sit around with a killer headache and get bored...yeah. Sounds fun, ne? Well, I rented five Eva VHS from Hollywood Video...I just plain love that series. Shinji reminds me of me...though not quite as much so as Hisoka...Well, at least on the inside...I suppose. I mean...I've never been raped and my Dad doesn't hate me...but our trains of thought are the same. That's why Hisoka's my Mirror Image! *smiles*

I was in a really depressed mood up until about ten minutes ago. Mandi, you didn't do anything, but that email helped...*sighs contentedly* Me and K-g watched the first six episodes of His and Her Circumstances on Thursday, it was cute! *shocked to hear herself say that*

I've got 'Crucify My Love' stuck in my head...*falls over in submission* Well...I should...go...since there's nothing interesting to say. I am not an interesting person...*shrugs* Oh, I could mention a rumor I heard that's pissing me off, but I'll stop myself. Now, later!

~Ann

Quote of the day: "If you leave I'll end my life." An odd thing to say, my dear Cain. Okay...that was Cain Hargreaves from the manga Count Cain by Kaori Yuki. He's just cool, what with his poison obsession and all. ^^

[ Katy-g ]

hey guys. what's up? no one's on right now...oh hey! Ai-chan just logged in! and apparently she's really excited about something. i'll update more later.
k-g out.

[ oh geez...umm...whatever]

as you can see, i have no idea what to call this update because nothing really brilliant happened to me today, so this shall be named...drumroll...The Update That Bored Them All To H***! you like? no? screw you, that's the best i got.
last night i was up until quarter after midnight - no joke -taking quizzes off of Umi's blog. i still haven't finished reading all of her archive, but i'm gettin' there. it was fun, except that i got six hours of sleep and almost missed the bus because i got ready in five minutes flat. yes, i timed myself. then i got to school, no monumental occasion there, but i was sitting by my locker reading, which i do every morning b/c i get there early and have no life, and an old friend of mine came along. she used to be my friend from fourth grade through around seventh, and then, i dunno, i think we both just changed, so we're not exactly friends any more. well anyways, she sat down by me and we both read for awhile, and she flipped out about this bug next to her, which weirded me out, because she used to be a total tomboy and NEVER freaked out at anything. so that kinda threw me off, but anyways. then, the most interesting part of the entire day was in Natural Resources, which i have with the COOLEST teacher, when i brought my grade up from a D to an A-, which is good, because mid-quarters are this week and conferences are monday. so things are lookin' up. then i loaned Ann my Relient K cd, and my mom's goin' to the store, so she's gonna get me a new cd and a pack of Tamales. God i make 'em sound like cigarettes. i'm addicted though, so...
SotD: In the End by Linkin Park
no lyrics today. boo-hoo ya whiners.

later all, k-g punkrgrrl out.

[o.O;;]

Today...was odd. School-wise at least. First off, I have no homework. *gasp* Second off, the eternally everlasting Mr. Stelter was out, so we had a worksheet. Which was EASY. Blah... Third was the whole civil conversation about things other than perverted minds I had with Gabe. And last was...well...the rest of the day. I felt SICK all day, and it turned out I'd gotten my period. Sucky 'cuz I had NOTHING FOR IT. *sobs* So, I finally got stuff...and then I got a huge cramp, and felt like keeling over.

I got a ride home from Scott's mom today since it was so da*n cold out. I got home and had a FUN conversation with Chibibat. Now I'm hungry. Gah. ANYWAY! (totally leaving all realms of coherency) Dani's gonna borrow me the first volume of His and Her Circumstances (which she got over the weekend...). That'll be cool. And I finally was told what all of mine he has! My Aa! Megamisama Movie, Akira, and the last to volumes of Vision of Escaflowne. >.>;; And Molly's got my NEXT DVD box set...so I've got...actually quite a large portion of my stuff now! Well...I gotta go look up piccies for layouts! (Me'n'Chibibat are makin' a swap! ^^) Later!

~Ann Lowe

Quote of the Day: "You're insane." "Of course!" "You're not supposed to agree with me, you moron!" "...so?" "..." "Hello?" "..." "...anyone there?" "..." "Darn, the voices have stopped!"

[ *B.I.G. SCREAM!!!* ]

ditto the title. i went to See Spot Rock on Friday night! YEAH! i saw Sanctus Real, John Reuben, Pillar, Relient K and OC Supertones. YEAH! and i got a t-shirt, a Pillar poster for Ann, and Relient K's first CD. i'd say a good night's haul! i've been listening to that CD ever since, and i'm gonna wear my tee for the third time tomorrow. yes, after i wash it. and i'm going to either convince my mother to let me go to Sonshine music festival in July or hitch a ride with Ann! either way, i'm going! end of story. she can't stop me! AHAHA!

SotD: ummm...Softer to Me. Relient K.
'life could you be a little softer to me?
life could you be more gentle to me?
yeah i know this is a selfish plea,
because Christ sacrificed his flesh on the cross for me.
but this world is hard,
it's cruel and i wish it could be,
...softer to me.'

later all,
k-g punkrgrrl out.

[Hanged Man]

Okay...I just thought this was interesting...(and mildly insulting) When I get bored (99% of the time I'm alive) I look for new webpages that I like! Well...I found this neat new place with shrines to all three characters of Tokyo Babylon (note that the one I'm glomping is Subaru's). Anyway, in X, all the characters have a Tarot Card that they represent. Well, about two weeks ago (or more) I took a quiz to see which Tarot Card I'd represent on a Tarot website. I got the 'Hanged Man'. Considering the generic is a REALLY ugly card, I was rather disappointed with it. Well...that's Subaru's card! And this page has a neat little thing on the card. So, I'll post that...K-g's gonna have a field day with this one...>.>;;

Hanged Man

Card Number: 12
Features: A man, hanging upside down from a tree.
Image: Sumeragi Subaru wearing a shikifuku, wrapped up in sakura branches upside down.

"I am the hanged man, strung up here as my punishment. Actually, I don't mind much because it gives me the chance to see things from a new perspective. It is interesting to invert commonly-held truths, because sometimes by looking at things from an upside-down perspective, we can get a glimpse of how we can change things over."

Bullet Meaning: Those who get this card, are usually overly self-sacrificial and are always willing to do things for others, no matter what it does to them in the meantime. Literally, they're too helpful for their own good.

Positive Quality: The person who gets this card is unselfish, and obediant. Always willing to help others.

Negative Quality: If reversed, this card can represent a self-absorbed individual who is too busy dealing with their own problems to care about others. It also means someone is holding hidden resentment for something.

How It Relates: Subaru, in Tokyo Babylon, is very self-sacrificial (in that he works even when he's sick, and he doesn't care about himself---only others). But in X, Subaru is holding resentment for what Seishirou did to him. It also seems like he's too wrapped up in his own suffering to care about anyone elses.

Okay...I thought that was neat...SOURCE: Nostalgia: In Memories.

Okay...now that that's done...sorry...this is what's called an enormous X/1999 obsession...and a Subaru one...and a Tarot one...I WANNA LEARN HOW TA DO THAT! Anyway...I GET TO GO ON THE CHURCH MISSION TRIP TO 'Montreat' IN COLORADO! Well, other than that, nothing interesting, sorry! Now...gotta go glomp! Later!

~Ann Lowe

Quote of the Day: "Scars are souveniers that never fade." ALSO from Nostalgia...^^

[FRIDAY!]

Okay! Lame title, I know...so? Anyway! It's Friday! I love Fridays! *cheers* Anyway...I noticed a couple things...first off, I forgot to put up the archive! Oops! And 6 and 7 links didn't work! Oops again! I fixed that problem, so you can click on it now...><;;

Anyway! Angie's coming over and spending the night tonight! YAY! And Em-chan let me keep AnC for one more weekend! So me'n'Angie can watch part of it, maybe. Anyway, Angie just got here, so I gotta go! Later!

~Ann

Quote of the Day: "YAHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

[Psycho happy girl on the loose! Close your doors and lock your windows!]

YES! Today was GOOD! First off, I got to school early, we did an easy lab, we had a quiz in math that was actually a cause for THINKING, we finished watching 'The Others' in French (in english), and Gaworecki was cool as always! (Okay, i admit I think he's cool!) THEN, I got to walk home in SIXTY DEGREE weather! THIS IS MINNESOTA! *cheers* ANYWAY!

To make it even MORE better, I got a new Yu Yu Hakusho (edited) DVD. *sigh* It was from Wal-Mart...whaddya expect?!? At least it was cool! It introduced my FAVORITE two characters! (besides Hiei of course!) Shizuru and Yukina! *cheers* THEN Daddy got me the X/1999 calendar I wanted! YES! Now I just have to wait a week or so for it to get here! *does a little dance* If anyone wants to see it, Click Here. That's the picture! (and proof that 'retro stereo' (daddy) won it! YES!

Soooooo...I'm in a really good mood! And now I gotta go finish my monstrous update of my page...go check it out! Link at the bottom of the right panel! (the ashita one) Later!

~Ann Lowe

Quote of the Day: "Yes, your leige." *fakey bow...then cake is shoved in face* "Okay...I deserved that." teehee

[ Procrastinating - the one guarantee to failing highschool! ]

jeepers, i am going to flunk out of two classes this semester. English and Natural Resources. i have three, count 'em THREE, things to do for English class tomorrow and it is currently quarter after nine, and i have no intention of starting them until tomorrow morning at five. plus, i currently have a 49% in Nat. Resources, but that may be because Kos hasn't entered all my grades in and it looks like i have at least three big fat ZEROs. yeah, those don't exactly help my already screwy grade, now, do they? nope. and then there's the fact that i could care less. i mean, normally i would - i SHOULD - be freaking out, but it has had no affect on me as of this moment in time. it's friggin' scary.
it's like i'm a shell. my brain knows what should be done, and what i shoud do and think and feel, and i do it mostly, but it's like nothing ever hits me and puts a dent in the armor. kinda freaky once you think about it. but of course, these particular thoughts have no effect. i know that it's scary and that i should be worried, but instead, i come and publish it on the worldwide web.
brilliant, ne?

SotD: the exies: kickout
no lyrics, i ain't got it memorized.

later. k-g out.

[ some people have too much time on their hands]

i just spent the past hour deleting 'enter' key spaces from a fifty page story. after deleting all this extra space out, i read the story - may i point out that this was only the first chapter of nine? - which only ended up being eighteen pages of text. and while it's a good story so far, i don't think it was really worth it, 'cause i finished it in under ten minutes, when supposedly it was going to last me a good hour or so, but that was back when i thought it was ACTUALLY fifty pages. oh well, better go check out some more.
later all
k-g out. punk kicks ass.

you want my song of the day go to aisaki.pitas.com
i already typed it up once, and i don't want to do it again!

[o.O]

Katy...hun...you do NOT need a life. Trust me. I spent the day doing nothing at all! And dear, you don't ditch people! You wanted to watch a movie! My god! We're all gonna fall off the face of the earth! o.O Y'know what? I should prolly put this in an email...*sigh*

Anyway! I did nothing today. End of story. *falls over* Now, I need to do SOMETHING, so I'm gonna go talk daddy into getting me an X/1999 calendar...*drools* Oh, then I'm gonna load all my notebook finished chapters onto a disk....Yes, this means Akuma-chan, you will get the start of your story. Even though it SUCKS right now. Oh well...go to ff.net, and find the works of Anrui Lowe! I need reviews people! *sighs and dies...hey that rhymes!* (yes, i realize that whole line rhymed)

~Ann

Quote of the Day: "Are you thinking yet?" "No, the thinker isn't on." "TURN IT ON!" "No, I feel like torturing you!" "How can you torture w/o thinking?" "Urp..." "HA! Gotcha!" "Stupid *&%@(^ little sister..." (me'n'meg's conversation...darn kid beat me!)

[ I need a serious life ]

okay i really need to get a life. first, i ditch my friends online because i just want to watch a movie. well no, first i've been screaming and bitching at my family and my dog all night. SECOND, i ditch my friends - well, friend - online because i want to watch a stupid movie. yeah, it's a good movie and all, but she really wanted to talk to me. and third, i'm yelling at my sister for the stupidest reason - she has the remote and i want it. i mean, how lame am i? *growls at self and curses at self to emphasize her point* god, it's no wonder it's taken me forever to find someone i can actually talk to without wondering when they're gonna ditch me. i'm the one who ditches them. god, i'm such a bitch. and i dun want your pity and i don't deserve your forgiveness, so we'll just leave it at that last fact. katy wood is a bitch. end of story.

BITCH by Meredith Brooks
"i'm a bitch i'm a lover
i'm a child i'm a mother
i'm a sinner i'm a saint
i do not feel ashamed
i'm your hell i'm your dream
i'm not that in between
you know you wouldn't want it any other way."

aiight, i hope y'all caught the fact that the way this song is written, parts of it - hell most of it - don't apply to me. just the bad stuff. later
punkrgrrl